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The rest of the documentary however is quite interesting although it's very one sided in my mind. One would think that every single person in Pennsylvania loved Budd Dwyer but as we all know in politics this is never the case. This may be my one real problem with the film is that there doesn't seem to be another side. Sure if all you interview are those close to Budd and his family--you're going to get all positive feedback. You're going to get a lot of people who maintain Budd's innocence but what about the other side?
The main thing that is missed in this is a clear sense of Dirschberger's own voice. The documentary really is all just interviews. There isn't much of anything else establishing the bigger picture here. Not to say that documentaries aren't usually a bunch of interviews, but here there's nothing in between the interviews. The scenes only change from person to person in their interview chairs. There is one brief moment during an interview with Budd's daughter where you hear an agreement from Dirschberger and it's almost startling. It's like for a moment there we forget that someone is really there, behind a camera. We forget that this is a documentary and not just a collection of interviews made up of people from Budd Dwyer life.
For me, the high points come when the the aftermath is discussed. Those interviewed make comments on how unfortunate it is that while Budd's bigger agenda was getting people to realize that the judicial system is out of whack if this can happen--but it never came to that. Instead people just focused on the horrific nature of the suicide. People became oddly infatuated with finding the footage online and reliving a real life horror. The reporters in the room were bad mouthed for caring more about a good shot than they cared about Budd's life.
The only problem with this portion of the film is that it is much too short. To me it felt like this was the most interesting part of the documentary and yet it is restricted to the last 15 minutes or so of the film. Additionally there is no real commentary about the aftermath of the events save for a compilation of what all those interviewed have said. I just wish there was more of a glue holding everything together. Interviews are great but what is everybody really saying? What can we draw from everyones opinion? And what is missing?
Overall, I greatly value what Dirschberger has done here. The documentary sheds light on a man few know much about. Yes, it's a lot of political talk but the film achieves one of the most important aspects of a documentary--it makes you think. It causes us to think about Budd and what was really happening. Is it all true, was he honest and is that why he maintained his innocence? I can believe it I suppose, but still, there's that question of the very public suicide looming in my head. Would an honest, kind, family man really do that to his friends and family? So many questions--and yet so few of them get answered.
It is incredibly touching and eye opening to see interviews with Budd's family, and hearing their thoughts that had run through their minds the morning of the shooting. These points were heartbreakingly sad and I couldn't help but wonder how awful that would be. I value the intimacy that Dirschberger approached this with but I still am finding that I'm stuck on a bit of a speed bump when looking at the overall picture. I'm grappling with the idea that this feels much less like a documentary and much more like a "Behind the Music" sort of special.
I will recommend it however for anyone who finds that they want to know more about the life of Buddy Dwyer. And you should I might add--because he was pretty fascinating. And he deserves to be seen as a political figure and not that guy that shot himself. If you're looking to get down and dirty with the shooting, and its aftermath however this may not be the right film for you to see.
Honest Man: The Life of R. Budd Dwyer will be screening in Budd's hometown of Meadville PA on January 22nd (the 24th anniversary of Budd's death) at the Vukovich Center for Communication Arts at Allegheny College. Additional screenings around Pennsylvania and the US are planned and will be announced in mid January.
If you cannot make it to a screening, the film is available for purchase at DwyerMovie.com




which has received praise upon praise by seemingly all that have reviewed it--especially one Ms. BJ-C of Day of the Woman. 

As someone who has a hard time digesting why people do crazy things in the name of religion, yet thinks it perfectly normal when people do crazy things for the sake of the their cat, I found End of the Line to be especially unsettling. Remember how when Jesus Camp came out people were like "oh dude this is basically like a horror movie" ?? I'm not sure if that really happened or not but I vaguely remember something along those lines....but anyways--End of the Line really takes something as creepy as a religious cult and does turn it in a horror movie. Throw those creepy people on an extra spacious train, add some blood and some jumpstastic scares and you have yourself a pretty decent indie horror movie.I'm not sure why I find religious cults so fascinating and creepy, but I believe it has mainly to do with the fact that as a young one I was obsessed with googling about the Heaven's Gate Cult (yes I was inspired to do so because I saw it on I Love the 90s). The images of the people with the purple sheets and the Nike's and just how absolutely crazy Marshall Applewhite was.
The thing with movies like End of the Line is that it's probably not too far off from how things would really go down if say, a really serious cult came to order. That is where the true terror begins to collect, because these aren't zombies, or vampires---this shit is real!
End of the Line follows a train of people who come under attack by a group of religious cult members. One by one the people on the train are ceremoniously stabbed after the group receives a page from the "Reverend". The group relentlessly stalks those who get away, and claim to only be saving them. Outside the world has run amok and the Reverend takes over all transmissions citing that the end of the world is near and yadda yadda yadda. What ensues is a frightening realization of the horrors of extreme religion and what happens when other peoples beliefs collide with the rest of the world. 
The first 20 minutes or so of this movie is filled to the brim with jump scares. In the true fashion of...myself, I got really angry at this- and probably would have turned it off if it continued throughout the rest of the film. I still have a hard time grappling with the concept of jump scares because I always feel like I'm being forced to find something is scary because of them. These jump scares in particular, got me every fucking time! But it's not necessarily a good thing. Typically yes, jump scares are better when they actually work--but it was starting to get a little ridiculous there for a while. If you can physically withstand about 7 mini heart attacks then don't give up hope just yet.
Once you get past those initial few scares there are great scenes of uber creepiness, lots of blood and gore and NO boobs. Also, trying to put the pieces together of the truth and validity of the cult is sort of thrilling in it's own right. The good news is- there IS an ambiguity. Hooray! There are also a select few stand outs moments that made me step back and check my "this is disturbing" radar. One scene in particular really got me, and that is when the two train workers are together and the cult enters. One of the men happens to be a legitimate part of the cult, yet is scared and confused and doesn't seem to be too invested in it's actual cause. They bring in his pregnant lover person and he's all excited- and she tells him that he has to kill her in order to save her. She feels the "evil" growing inside her and her life must be taken before the end comes. The man shakes his head in dismay and the cult surrounds him- he obviously cannot do it and so the other members take matters into their own hands. The man is killed, and then the pregnant woman is continually stabbed, the man, woman AND SPOILER-- the freaking unborn fetus are placed next to each other as they wait to completely bleed out. First off I didn't see anyone performing an emergency C-section on that baby, so to see it suddenly appear on top of them was, eye bulging. Secondly it was just a really creepy scene. Creepy, disturbing, gross, and just really showed you the gravity of the situation at hand.
In case you are resigned to the fact that you can't enjoy a horror movie unless major gore is involved, fear not--there is actually a surprising amount of it. One of the things I did love about it all was the weapons used were all "crime of passion" worthy. No guns! All kills and injuries were made so much brutal because of it- and each wound made was fantastic. There's also an extremely nauseating scene involving a pretty nasty bite- which I almost tossed my cookies over so look out for that!
There is a point however where the movie starts to drag a bit. After awhile, seeing crazy religious people stalk non religious people becomes tiresome and you yearn for something different to happen. Eventually that different something does happen, but it takes a little while and it can cause restlessness. I was also confused about why the train looked more like a bus, and where a particular giant sword came from? There are small things like random bad acting/writing and every now and again and turret's syndrome like music. These are typically minor offenses but things that did distract me at least a little. The last few minutes however are worth that wait.
Regardless, the movie is a solid entry into the world of horror. In general I was surprised at how the religious people nailed creepiness so well and how off putting seeing the horrors of religious cults materialized into movie form can really be. The ending was powerful although doesn't give you too much to work with. In fact it may be a little too ambiguous- but if you can figure out the secret beforehand this shouldn't be a huge problem. I have my theories and you may have yours- but if you think about the history of religious cult leaders and what those cults actually gained by doing what they did, then the outcome probably shouldn't be too surprising to you. In any case, this religious cult wears messengers bags and look all too similar to every one's favorite door to door religion salesman, which is doubly frightening. If you're craving some really decent independent horror, then give this a shot. Keep a look out for clues, and brush up on history involving cults and mass hysteria and don't forget to keep someone nearby in case you have a heart attack or 10.





